Greatness is only for those who work.

mmmm…

so about 3 months ago i lost all me girl friends and i haven’t had anything to do with them since. I never really miss people bu this time its different. they are there and i am able to talk to them… its just if i do i will probably not get an answer back. now at any time this has not been a problem but heading into the final year of high school pressure is starting to built, homework mounting and all round shitness is starting to take place. the thing is at the start of any other shit fight i have had people to talk to, people to turn to, and going into this i just feel like im going to crash and no one will be there to pick up the pieces. all my mates are not friends with each other and i am not close to many people at school which will prove to be shit im sure as the 18th’s start rolling in and every Saturday night im at home on this stupid computer thinking how awesome it would be to be at the party that i was not even close to getting into. i need i girl best friend or a girlfriend soon or im going to loose it. all these beautiful women i see and none am i allowed to have because they chase arrogant assholes who have no idea what they are missing out on. 

if only one would give me a chance…